Seems like I write here on my Fortuitous Farm website with remembrance. My posts are of loss. Another year has gone by, and I am at the eve of my husband George's passing. Fourteen years. That is a lot of years. At least so, I thought. You never know when your heart will break through with emotion. I was talking with someone yesterday, and they did not know of my life or my husband or past. I then said, "oh, Thursday will be 14 years... Fourteen years since my husband passed away. I could hardly get out the end of the sentence. Every single second of that day flooded back to me and I was paralyzed. Tears involuntarily came. I seriously thought, "what is wrong with me!" "Is this so deeply imbedded into my soul that I keep it hidden?" Not that I realized that I do. But, in that instance, it was REALITY again. Real again. I realized how much love has impacted my entire life. NO IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY. I don't want it to go away. I loved him. I still love him. So THERE. I loved you George Fix. I will always love you! I was definitely blessed to have you in my life for over 20 years. You are a part of my soul.
Jester being a bit NOSY